February 22, 2005

high school

i had dreams set in the high school setting on the last couple of days. not that it matters that much, but i guess it had something to do with my having read an article by mabelle. when i woke up last night a lot of memories came flooding back. i even remembered the writings in my handbook and looked for it, but i was in vain. so i just sat there and let the very random memories take over me.

i remember how private it felt when i sit with my friends on the grass just far enough from the small building that was our school. i remember the wild bushes and grasses at the side and the back of the school. i remember the first time we went to STEC, Basak and the way the airplanes' deafening roar would somewhat make us pause.

i remember the time when keith and i had to go into the side of the building to look for a frog for a stupid science experiment. we went all the way through the grasses to the runway (the airport isn't too far away) but we didn't catch any frog. we went back to our room and ended up using atan's blood (he accidentally got wounded) for the science activity.

there was also that time when we had to plant a tree and clean up a portion of land near the tree house so that we could plant monggo seeds. roi had an idea. why don't we just burn that little area so that we wouldn't have to pull out the weeds? the weeds were very dry and it was easy to start the fire. we went to fetch water as soon as the fire was big enough. we went to the well for water but before we could go back to the plot near our tree houses, we heard neighbors screaming for help. they were shouting that their houses are going to be burned down easily once the fire reaches any of their houses. i was thinking, what fire? where? and it turned out that it started from no less than the fire i and roi made.

i remember getting stones for the rock garden at the back of the building. the rock garden was quite nice and i was proud of it. i remember keith's drawing of the class which was hung just above the whiteboard. i remember the mulit-colored sheets that we used to cover our tables, especialy the table i shared with mabelle in second year and the way we would sit and sing songs in the corner with fernando or marlon's accompaniment.

the chaos that was our class in third year was unforgettable, too. it got very noisy when the teacher was not around. we were naughty but still we were very productive. our stage plays went nicely. i also remember how beautiful aiza looked during the prom. on the very last days of our fourth year there wasn't much academic pressure and it was fun. sometimes we would lock the air conditioned room, turn off the lights, turn the radio on, and yes, sleep. sometimes we would play the "kamatayan" in the swing or just sit around gossiping, playing chess, drawing, painting, taking turns playing the guitar, making creative syntheses and all the things high school students ought to do.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

hi jen,
i really don't know what to say.but because u'v asked for a comment i'll try to give you one. honestly, i'm so proud of you. u really write well. a professional poet, u had it in you ever since i'v known u. this fact mekes me hesitant to give a comment for fear of messing up with what you have here:) anyways, whoever those highschool friends are whom you think are too busy maybe are thinking the same way you do. moral is, let's try to initiate the move:) i know i'm guilty. i have been busy, but not too busy to appreciate a message from a good old sister-friend:) i miss u a whole lot! just reading your thoughts elicits a series of feelings. miss hanging out with you. i know i have a lot of catching up to do. i'm not even sure if i would still fit in :( but i'm pretty assured that u'll make me feel welcome just like u always do:) and i guess i just want to say thank u for everything... thanks for the comment. u were also stunning urself during the prom:)
chow!labyu!

Anonymous said...

This is so mushy guys but I give credit to the institution, to the people, and to my friends especially, who made me what i am, who brought the best and the worst out of me , whom i shared lots of things few people do. For all the fuck ups and hang-ups as Deo puts it, for all the shits we cleaned together ( well, not all did), for all the narcississm/vanity, for all the burger machine trash talks, for the titanic spice ( so much for it now), for the beach parties, for all the penshoppe/bench/axe/eskinol fad, for all the cheating, for all unhygienic/bahu ug ilok moments courtesy of forced labor/ for the broken heart, for the love or for having been loved at least, for the experiences of mysticsim and almost exorcism (remember mabel..ako mama supervisor ako papa..), for making my life exceptionally wonderful and awesome.

I would like to encapsulate all these into one single thread inamaw:

Thanks for growing up with me guys!

Note: Amita, pardon me saying all these but should u delete this i'm going to wring your neck! So much for he 200 bucks i owe you.

January Antenor said...

of course not. i wouldn't delete something as beautiful as what you've written(not that i delete bad comments).

i'd also like to give my thanks to the trunges, the titanic spice and showangers for all those good times.